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Friday, November 26th, 2004

Time:10:59 am.
I got a new livejournal because... I'm really bored.

x__trainwreck (that's two underscores if you're counting.)

Mad Love
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Subject:I need a hair cut
Time:5:03 am.
Mood: bored.
But which one?

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You know what I look like. Tell me what you think. Or, find me cute ones. I'll be forever in your debt if you find an awesome one for me dears.

Mad Love

P.S.- I kinda think I need to go to sleep, but I'm way not tired.

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Time:2:30 am.
Mood: cold.
A Post-Thanksgiving feast fit for a queen.

Dill pickles, dinner roll, Coca-Cola and a bite of Pecan Pie.

You know you like that shit, negros.

Mad Love
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Wednesday, November 24th, 2004

Subject:Pessimism Is An Asshole
Time:11:29 am.
Mood: angry.
She's so depressing.

I hope I don't turn into her when I grow up.

Mad Love
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Sunday, November 21st, 2004

Subject:I Hate These Vague Posts But It's Brief and Sums It Up For Me
Time:10:02 am.
Mood: blah.
I think it's in the name.

I've never met one I like in the long run...

Mad Love
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Sunday, October 24th, 2004

Subject:Trick Or Treat, Mother Fuckers
Time:8:59 pm.
Mood: weird.
My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
UNPRETTY1213 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Alex De Large.
gloomygreeneyes tricks you! You get a 3.5-inch floppy disc.
imbetterthenyou tricks you! You get a rotten egg.
indigoenvy gives you 2 light orange chocolate-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
monkeymelly507 gives you 18 white banana-flavoured hard candies.
painted_heart gives you 1 light yellow blueberry-flavoured jelly beans.
radiant_redhead tricks you! You lose 12 pieces of candy!
thisisntariel tricks you! You lose 6 pieces of candy!
waitngonforever gives you 15 dark blue mint-flavoured pieces of taffy.
weezerdoop gives you 13 blue grapefruit-flavoured gummy bears.
UNPRETTY1213 ends up with 31 pieces of candy, a 3.5-inch floppy disc, and a rotten egg.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

I had a dream last night and in it I made out with three people. I knew them, but I don't remember who they are now. Odd.

Yeah for Halloween, if I do Trick or Treat (which would be nice, but I really don't know who I'd go with since most of my friends are going to TBS) I'm going to be Alex from A Clockwork Orange because I totally love that movie. It's really inexplicable. Such a brutally violent movie peeking my interest so, that is.

Haha, I'm drinking milk with chocolate in it. Like the Malkov (maybe that's what it's called). Because it's milk with added stuff, only not hallucinogens. Rad.

Mad Love
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Thursday, October 21st, 2004

Time:4:27 pm.
Mood: nervous.
Mom's going to set up an appointment for me to see Carol. Her shrink.

I'm nervous.

Mad Love
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Tuesday, October 19th, 2004

Time:5:24 pm.
Mood: worried.

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Sunday, August 29th, 2004

Subject:Mmm, Birthdays : ) So Delicious
Time:10:29 am.
Mood: tired.
People do some pretty self-destructive and dumb things when they're sad. Myself included. But there's a fine line between wallowing in self-pitty and hurting like that. Be careful (please) because you are still cared about.

Ah, how fun was the birthday party to end all birthday parties? I had a good time I know that. Thanks to all who came, and a big 'crap on this' to those who didn't. (Unless for reasons already explained, you know) I really did expect a lot of people, I mean, between Becca and I we invited the whole world. Oh well, who needs the whole world when there are folks like those who came. Mad props.

I dare say, though, that I'm quite confused regarding one, particular guest who's prescence (or lack thereof) was not accounted for. : / Oh well, somethings are just...

Mad Love

P.S.- To all the ultra-rad gift givers, thanks for giving such ultra-rad gifts!
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Sunday, August 22nd, 2004

Time:1:16 pm.
Mood: happy.
I had a really good time this weekend.

Thank you, darlings.

Mad Love
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Saturday, August 21st, 2004

Subject:I Got the Boogie Woogie Like A Knife In My Back
Time:12:33 am.
Mood: determined.
Juan and I are going to converse in Spanish all the time. I left my Spanish book at work, but he says my Spanish iS MUCHO BUENO. It makes me smile. I showed him the picture I drew of us working hard at the Pizza Man.

I'm wearing Rebecca's awesome pink raincoat. It's awesome.

I want to go thrifting tomorrow since the moonwalk party is cancelled. :(

My Bottom is leaving to go back to school on Sunday. Ungood. She and I hung out and she bought me Wallenstocks. More like Paylessenstocks. I'll miss her. But she's going to call me for my birthday and then when I go see her it's going to be awesome.

Ashley's here. She's awesome. I miss her.

Mad Love
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Wednesday, August 18th, 2004

Subject:I'm A "Saucy Wench"
Time:11:57 pm.
Mood: okay.
We have a $500 phone bill with calls to Austria and Great Brittan.



Church was fun.

I'm thinking, seriously, about quitting my job and being a hostess at The Crack with Alex.

It is much too late for me to be up on a school night. Of course, I slept for about 3 hours this afternoon. So I think I'm not going to be too out of sync.

Josh Groban has the most beautiful voice in the history of time. It's very calming.

Mad Love
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Tuesday, August 17th, 2004

Subject:I Can Hear the SAT Folks Now "How Many Years Have You Been In Chorus?!"
Time:7:40 pm.
Mood: chipper.
All I want to do is register to take the m' f-ing SAT. But I have to filter through all this garbage about my years of study in this field and that and where I want to live freshman year...

In other news I have a 105 in Arnold's class. Oh Hells yeah! Has Lauren ever had a grade that good? No. Not even with my dearest Rosemary.

In a related story: I'm going to verbally kick Kevin Showley in the balls regarding the matter of Walt Whittman and his Transcendentalist beliefs (or lack thereof)... Ok, I won't go that far. He was inspired by Emerson and Thorou, but a Transcendentalist? I think not.

Mad Love

P.S.- I made a mixtape list for someone. Too bad they'll never get it for multiple reasons. I hate this...

P.P.S.- I love being right.
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Friday, August 13th, 2004

Subject:When You Say
Time:9:53 am.
"Neither rain, nor snow, nor sleet, nor hail, nor dark of night will stay the faithful [Pizza Man] from swift completion of its appointed purpose."

The Operating Room is closed. My mom's surgery is postponed for a month. School is closed. Camp is canceled. Masking tape is up on the windows, canned goods and water bottles have been purchased. But is the Pizza Man closed?

"Are you kidding?" That was Diane's response when I called and asked this question.

So your personal well being...or grinders? ::Wieghs decisions:: "People are hungry!" Said J-Bo.


Mad Love
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Tuesday, August 10th, 2004

Subject:I Just Downloaded WinMX
Time:12:30 am.
Mmm, Internet music piracy. One of my very favorite things.

Mad Love
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Monday, August 9th, 2004

Subject:Still Worried About The Deltona Slayings?
Time:11:22 pm.
DAYTONA BEACH, Fla. (Aug. 8) - A man who was angry about a suspected theft recruited three teenagers to stab and beat six people to death with baseball bats in a Florida home, investigators said Sunday after making four arrests.

Remains of the six victims - four men and two women - were found Friday in the blood-spattered home.

Suspects Under Arrest

Troy Victorino, 27, Robert Cannon, 18, Jerone Hunter, 18, and Michael Salas, 18, were arrested in connection with the killings.

All four suspects have been charged with first-degree murder and armed burglary, the Volusia County sheriff's department said. All of the victims had been stabbed, but autopsies determined the cause of death was the beating injuries.

Troy Victorino, 27, of Deltona was identified as the ringleader. Also arrested were Robert Cannon, 18, of Orange City, Jerone Hunter, 18, of Deltona and Michael Salas, 18, of Deltona.

"Officials struggling to come up with a motive for the crime believe the killings were committed over the theft of some clothes and an Xbox game system owned by Victorino,'' who has a criminal record for assault, a statement from the sheriff's office said

The bodies were discovered in a three-bedroom home in Deltona, about 25 miles north of Orlando, after one victim's co-worker at Burger King called a friend and asked the person to visit the home because the victim had not arrived for work, officials said.

"We've never seen anything like this," Volusia County Sheriff Ben Johnson told reporters Friday afternoon. "There was an extreme level of violence."

The sheriff's office on Saturday identified the victims as Michelle Ann Nathan, 19; Anthony Vega, 34; Roberto "Tito'' Gonzalez, 28, of New York; Francisco Ayo Roman, 30; and Jonathan Gleason, 18. Authorities had not yet positively identified the sixth victim by late Saturday.
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Sunday, August 8th, 2004

Time:1:42 pm.
Last night in The Villages, some boys called me fat. It hurt my feelings, but Rebecca made fun of them and defended my honor.

So this is two times I've been insulted and had to have a friend defend me. I'm a fucking fatass pansy.

Mad Love
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Saturday, August 7th, 2004

Subject:I'd give my kidneys for more time as Ms. Whit's T.A.
Time:2:55 pm.
Mood: sad.
It's panning out to be a wonderful day.

I'm definetely being sarcastic.

Ok, so let me explain what's going on before anyone thinks it's about them.

My dad and I just got in the biggest argument we've ever had. I actully said that I hated him. To his face. I ran out the door crying and didn't come back until my mom called a few times and I felt that I'd rather deal with her than him. Once again, he's said I'm self-centered and rude and has pulled the 'Your mother is the most important thing in my life' card and the 'I work to feed and clothe you I at least deserve some respect' one as well.

Fuck that.

I just want to have something. Something definete and there all the time that I can grab securely and not have to worry about it slipping. Something that will make me genuinely light up inside and out. I'm always lit on the outside, but it's the inside that needs the brace.

I had something once, but they're gone. Gone to Middle School and Leesburg Elementary and Beverly Shores and so forth. That's right, my kids from Skeen. I miss them so much. I don't know if anyone realizes how happy they made me. How, genuinely happy they made me. They didn't make me feel like I was beneath them, nor that I was a self-centered bitch. And (this might make you chuckle, but it's just another example) they didn't make me feel stupid. I miss them so much. I miss having that there for me everyday. It may seem to you that I'm being silly, but I truely do feel like they were the best part of my day for half the year.

At the Morrison Back To School party, I played gladiator games with John and I talked with Mary about her summer. And when it was time to leave, John and I saluted eachother. That's how we said bye back in the day. It lights me up more than anything else, thinking about them. More than thinking about Kevin or the Girls (sorry) or the future or school or anything. I absolutely adore those kids.

What's a girl to do when the only thing that brightens her day is spending time with fifth graders who aren't even around anymore and her father's a dick and everything else is turning to shit around her?

Mad Love
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Subject:"You Need New..."
Time:9:25 am.
Mood: angry.
So I totally love my first and second period classes. Anderson and Arnold. Holy shit. How much better could the start of my day get? Well, I could think of a few things...

Nathan is leaving on Monday. The big N.C. for the big College. I'm happy for him, and yet, I'll miss him like crazy. He's a good friend and he's never hurt me (that whole Aimee/Nathan/Samantha/Lauren thing had nothing to do with me. It was just Sam. Not cool, but it was all Aimee's idea.)

I hear that little "sneaky ho" is trying to take over Mads because I'm not there. Aw Hells NO! I'll take the bitch DOWN! I'll deal with that on Monday.

I'm going to audition for a movie today with E-Train and Aimyla. I'm excited. I'm spending time with good, nice people. I really like them. I'm going to take my stupid roach book (The Metamorphasis) so I can finally get some reading in. The story's fifty effing pages and I can't get past page 14. Ugh.

I should be going though. I need to put on make up so I don't scare E and Amy to death.

Mad Love

P.S.- Lindsey Snyder is my bus buddy.
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Saturday, July 31st, 2004

Subject:Get Ready To Cock Your Head To The Side, Roll Your Eyes and Say 'That's Stupid'...
Time:2:13 am.
Mood: sore.
So, I was thinking about colors just now. They're interesting. Well, not so much colors, but eyes and eyesight.

Let's say I see a frog. Rebecca sees the same frog. We both say it's green. But, what if, through Becca's eyes, green looks like what pink looks like to me. But as far as either one of us is concerned, that frog is green. This is because all our lives people have pointed at cards and said "This is green." and we've learned our colors this way. I can't think of a science out there that will say any differently. It's possible that beauty really is in the eye of the beholder. What if not just colors, but everything looks different. Of course, that is stretching it a bit. But I do think that way about colors. I think it's entirely possible for our eyes to associate the color's name with a shade that is the same name, but a different shade as the person sitting next to you.

What might determine who sees what tones with which names? Blood types? A gene yet to be discovered in the human genome? Who knows?

Damn, that sounded pretty dumb I know, but I think about it all the time and had to get it off my chest...

Mad Love
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